Juste Un Rêve

lessonnnssss!! MARATHON!!
tiring!! cause i did not get enough sleep yesterday. ><
because....

boyfriieenn's BIG DAY ....
it was five 1...haha!
11/1/11
what a special one to him.
i think...the first b'day celebration @ surprise he got from his girlfrieenn.. hehe

well it was torturing... my eyes
it was umm.... started eveyrthing at last min

feel sorry to my roomate cause i switch off the light around 4 in the morning

cause i was composing the lyrics for him. plus the pic edit.
get bed then. CAN'T sleep AT ALL.
was thinking his b'day bash..

Qs in my mind...
should i buy cake?does he like it?
should i make red eggs for him?will it cause lots troubles?
will my friends help me out?
what else surprise can i give?
will these make him happy & excite enough?

kept rolling in bed...
till 9 somthing.
riiinnggg!!!
it's time to get up for classss
-.- i did not get enough sleep at all
1030  - 1230 class
another will be 1400-1600
ahhhh

walk to fren's house to discuss and ask for their helps cause i planned to go for dinner with him so won't be free with the present thing
done discussion
went to town to buy cake and some present materials
promised him to go out at 1900
was choosing stuff when it's 1900 sharp
he called
i did not pick up his call
he never stop -.-
then my fren's turn
my roomie's turn..
and another fren's turn......
then...asked for hosuemate's number some more.
pai seh...
i knew he worried but i just can't
i was freaking panic and it's empty my mind

sorrryyy cause i did not pick up your call until 7 something
i think..
it was the extreme plot throughout the day

i can't blog the whole story here cause it's too long
so just skip to dinner

we had western food but it's.... not worth in my opinion :P
btw it's kinda hard to have such food in this island so.... NVM
we bought some stuff after that

i text to fren to get ready for the cake
the plan is
they are having dancing practice on 12th floor at the same time
so a gal hide in the toilet with the cake when i text them
so i will tell bf that i wanna go toilet
and  when he get into the studio
i will show up with the cake

unexpectedly,
he wanted to go to toilet toooo
i already text all frens to get to the studio at 10pm
they were there when we reach the studio
we went toilet
instead of doing the pee thing in toilet i get ready with the cake and wait for fren's signal
BUT
my boyfreiin seemed know something
he still waiting for me outside to get back to studio together
so
my frens tried to talk to him or do sometihng to attract his attention so that i could escape from toilet
it was a "back up " plan from frens
they all REALLY put effort HAHA

fortunately there are two doors that we can go into studio
and my boyfren don't know HAHA
i ran to the other "tunnel" as well as shortcut to reach studio with cake in hand
which the candles is lighten up -.-
and they already swicthed off the light
i was waiting at the door for him
and my frens
HAHHAHA
they queue two lines on my right and left side
hahaha!
it's like the groom waiting for the bride in church with family or friends LOL
they sang bday song when they open the door for him



let's skip to the ..... classical part
which they request kisses frm us
i mean we kiss each other
in front of..... 15 ppl i think
OH GOHSHH
of course
i would only do it on his cheek
it was pretty fun of the show up part
hahaha!
at the same time my female frens were doing the red eggs for him ><
thanks loooooooooooooooooooooooooots to them
they are such an awesome freinds!
i must treat them nice food . hehe
the red eggs ..

woke up at 9am. switched my clock. got a msg frm fren. saying that we have to pakai baju kokum.
and i was like...huh??don't give me a damn in the early morning pls. i don't wanna wear that freaking hot sports long sleeve shirt!! phew..

kherli text me. oh yeah dealed. we gonna wear the polo tee... clubkies rooxxx :D
walked ourselves to the hall for so-called meeting with kokum lecturers. OH GOD. they LET us wait!!
tick tok tick...half an hour........
i saw the lecturers came in one by one. with their speed of ....
SNAILs...
duhh!
gave their speeccchhh....
11am. were asked to follow own teacher for lesson.
mine is choir. that was um....
a malay male...
not to talk about the lesson here. felt like ... helplessss
well... the best thing as well as to cheer me up is that choosing choir won't waste lots energy and exposed to sunlight and so
just sing! that's fun enough right?
other than some test... i think... it's alright for me. :)

went town. shopped helped boyfriend for groceries.
my first time to have myself driving in labuan. bravo!  =P

got back. some money matters visited me.

received msg frm boyfren. telling me that i don't care him. he can't even feel it.
i felt... helpless
i don't know what to say what to do.
then felt hurt. felt bad.
feel like...  i do care him but he said that.

at the same time, king text me. "asking" for the car rental fees for past few months.
damn. kokhooi called up. he told me he did not ask for 7 set of books yet i got for him. was it a sarcastic tone? "ah mei...you are so clever lorrrr....i ask u to get 6 set but you got me 7 sets...then i take the most cheap one la..." have you paid?" i stopped a lil while...
" yess.. i paid. "
i said so because i wanted to sell it with a higher price for my FRIEND'S SAKE. not for myself.
i don't get paid for anything !
well ..
i guess it's my first time to be involved in ....umm... trading..
baaaad. sure fail. haha!




the words is heartbreaking. 

feeling stress about it. still thinking of it. urgh.. emo again. ><
why stress?
he gave me a wonderful present. So i feel like i should prepare and give him one too.. ><
he told me not to stress about it. He would be alright without anything. As long as i will be there with him.

they said there will be a meeting with kokum staff/lecturer at 10am later.
He planned to cook today. For around 12 guys in his house. i'm worrying about it. Wondering he could make it by himself even though his friends told him would give him a lil help. I have explained tons times to him that it's not an easy task to do. He said it's alright. So...just let him.
He is sleeping..i guess..
i'm still....
really no idea what to prepare for his birthday. I don't know why.
i wish to give him the best thing . I hope he will be happy with what i'm gonna give. But still, don't know. No idea at all. i failed.
i need to get sleep now or else i can't wake up .