urgh.. boyfrend 's biG Day.

feeling stress about it. still thinking of it. urgh.. emo again. ><
why stress?
he gave me a wonderful present. So i feel like i should prepare and give him one too.. ><
he told me not to stress about it. He would be alright without anything. As long as i will be there with him.

they said there will be a meeting with kokum staff/lecturer at 10am later.
He planned to cook today. For around 12 guys in his house. i'm worrying about it. Wondering he could make it by himself even though his friends told him would give him a lil help. I have explained tons times to him that it's not an easy task to do. He said it's alright. So...just let him.
He is sleeping..i guess..
i'm still....
really no idea what to prepare for his birthday. I don't know why.
i wish to give him the best thing . I hope he will be happy with what i'm gonna give. But still, don't know. No idea at all. i failed.
i need to get sleep now or else i can't wake up .