my first sunday!

woke up at 9am. switched my clock. got a msg frm fren. saying that we have to pakai baju kokum.
and i was like...huh??don't give me a damn in the early morning pls. i don't wanna wear that freaking hot sports long sleeve shirt!! phew..

kherli text me. oh yeah dealed. we gonna wear the polo tee... clubkies rooxxx :D
walked ourselves to the hall for so-called meeting with kokum lecturers. OH GOD. they LET us wait!!
tick tok tick...half an hour........
i saw the lecturers came in one by one. with their speed of ....
SNAILs...
duhh!
gave their speeccchhh....
11am. were asked to follow own teacher for lesson.
mine is choir. that was um....
a malay male...
not to talk about the lesson here. felt like ... helplessss
well... the best thing as well as to cheer me up is that choosing choir won't waste lots energy and exposed to sunlight and so
just sing! that's fun enough right?
other than some test... i think... it's alright for me. :)

went town. shopped helped boyfriend for groceries.
my first time to have myself driving in labuan. bravo!  =P

got back. some money matters visited me.

received msg frm boyfren. telling me that i don't care him. he can't even feel it.
i felt... helpless
i don't know what to say what to do.
then felt hurt. felt bad.
feel like...  i do care him but he said that.

at the same time, king text me. "asking" for the car rental fees for past few months.
damn. kokhooi called up. he told me he did not ask for 7 set of books yet i got for him. was it a sarcastic tone? "ah mei...you are so clever lorrrr....i ask u to get 6 set but you got me 7 sets...then i take the most cheap one la..." have you paid?" i stopped a lil while...
" yess.. i paid. "
i said so because i wanted to sell it with a higher price for my FRIEND'S SAKE. not for myself.
i don't get paid for anything !
well ..
i guess it's my first time to be involved in ....umm... trading..
baaaad. sure fail. haha!




the words is heartbreaking.