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nice try!

me in cheongsam.. with more than 10 likes of my profile pic ever.. LOL

 me again! without cheongsam... :D
i simply pose and asked my friend to take this for me
(cause they were busy posing for profile pic! so did i..ima pose for fun!)
fortunately, i din't feel any painful at my leg especially feet.. 
high heel shoe ROCKSS
proud of myself being high heel girl for the first time 
for a very looong time.. :P

and yeah!
i'm gonna like high heel shoe!
love it!

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love I 愛 l L'amour

当初是因为在988网站找的
一首歌
虽然第一次听
它的旋律不是我一见钟情的
它歌词吸引我
很有意思
我喜欢
就继续听下去
一直重复
直到这首歌让我想起很多关于爱的事情
亲情。。
友情。。。
爱情。。。。
当然都会有所感触
有遗憾
有开心的
也有值得回忆的
真的很有感觉
当然它不是最棒的一首歌
但是 Tanya 唱出这种感觉


 說到愛
主唱:蔡健雅
作曲:蔡健雅
填詞:葛大為

世界收起了笑容似乎想 提醒我些什麼
電視喃喃自語著為什麼我卻變得沉默
永遠都追不上那些人那事物消逝的速度
說到愛 如果你感覺到寂寞
Let’s sing it out of love
有多久時間忘了去擁抱
身邊愛的朋友 懷疑幸福的存在那瞬間
其實早就擁有
多盼望有一段旅程拜訪每張熟悉的笑容
說到愛 就算是還似懂非懂
Let’s sing it out of love
眼前飛過的蝴蝶也許是
誰在想念著我 那句我愛你雖然難開口
我想現在就說
生命太多遺憾每一分每一秒我都會緊握
說到愛 當你需要我陪著你
Let’s sing it out of love


这里有我找到的一个歌词解释。。
第一主打單曲【說到愛】風格與過去我們熟悉的Tanya相當不同,編曲的空間感交織出偌大的格局,讓人彷彿置身壯麗的大教堂,而歌詞層次由外而內、從對世界的感觸、到對周圍人群的關懷,最後回歸渺小的自我,強調的是「珍惜」。而值得強調的地方是第三段歌詞裡所提及的﹝眼前的蝴蝶飛過,是誰在偷偷想念著我…﹞其實來自於Tanya的真實經歷。某天Tanya在窗邊看見一群蝴蝶飛過,她覺得奇怪,住處的高度應該是不會有那麼多蝴蝶飛過才是,於是上網查詢了這樣的畫面是不是代表著什麼意義,結果發現一群蝴蝶飛過眼前代表著可能有親近的人將要離去。不久後Tanya便得知父親在新加坡過世的消息,那些蝴蝶彷彿是父親傳達了最後的思念。於是這段歌詞對於Tanya而言相當深刻且格外具有意義,聽完這段故事因由的朋友們也都無不為之動容。



什么是爱? 

我现在还记得以前以为不错的补习老师告诉我们

愛,
是由一丿;
三点水;
一个秃宝盖儿;
一个心;
和一个友。。。
忘了他解释丿和三点水的意思
只记得宝盖儿就是保护的意思。。
每个人都只有一个心对一个人。。
还要加上友情的结合。。
才能够融合出爱。。

虽然只是纯粹的解释爱的含义
不过也挺有意思啦。。
哈哈

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sometimes

sometimes, 
we face problems in 
friendships,
relationships,
yourself.
you will get mad of it
just when the moment you get angry or sad 
there is chance always there for you
to calm and get peace
or
to continue your low EQ behaviors.
you will go search for friend's help
when you are totally fucked up.
their advices,
you think you will feel better and get something solved.
in reality,
things have two sides.
physical and tangible.
there is no win-win result as you seem.
or make in other way,
you have to incur opportunity cost.
actually things did not solved when you feel good.
there is more coming to your life. 
obstacles never stop in sense of growing you up.
even you are in the very edge of something dangerous,
take it easy. 
hope is always there for you. 
even if you are asked to have to lose something to let you survive,
you still have something that you could appreciate and value.
we are not robots or anything.
we could not posses every thing in this world.
if you trying hard to do so, 
you gonna make yourself look more ugly.
hold on to yourself,
even you do not see hope for just a moment or longer.
 hope is still always there for you.
before you trying your best to search for it. 
good day is every day.
choose or not to live,
live it to the fullest or to the emptiest,
it is in your hand.
for once,
i told myself i now believe in fate.
things made me what i am today.
but no.
you choose what you wanna be.
just remember,
if you are going to lose something you value a lot,
tell yourself you aint gonna lose every thing in this world,
because there are a lot of things that you actually value and appreciate a lots.
just, 
your emotions and what is happening in front of you made you blind.
yes, you will lose the most loved one,
the most important position,
the most memorable thing.
like what i said above, 
you cant have many things in one time.
choose either loved one, position, or the memorable one. 
good things and hope is already and always there,
the matter is we do not want to feel it, 
and take care of it.

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my first sunday!

woke up at 9am. switched my clock. got a msg frm fren. saying that we have to pakai baju kokum.
and i was like...huh??don't give me a damn in the early morning pls. i don't wanna wear that freaking hot sports long sleeve shirt!! phew..

kherli text me. oh yeah dealed. we gonna wear the polo tee... clubkies rooxxx :D
walked ourselves to the hall for so-called meeting with kokum lecturers. OH GOD. they LET us wait!!
tick tok tick...half an hour........
i saw the lecturers came in one by one. with their speed of ....
SNAILs...
duhh!
gave their speeccchhh....
11am. were asked to follow own teacher for lesson.
mine is choir. that was um....
a malay male...
not to talk about the lesson here. felt like ... helplessss
well... the best thing as well as to cheer me up is that choosing choir won't waste lots energy and exposed to sunlight and so
just sing! that's fun enough right?
other than some test... i think... it's alright for me. :)

went town. shopped helped boyfriend for groceries.
my first time to have myself driving in labuan. bravo!  =P

got back. some money matters visited me.

received msg frm boyfren. telling me that i don't care him. he can't even feel it.
i felt... helpless
i don't know what to say what to do.
then felt hurt. felt bad.
feel like...  i do care him but he said that.

at the same time, king text me. "asking" for the car rental fees for past few months.
damn. kokhooi called up. he told me he did not ask for 7 set of books yet i got for him. was it a sarcastic tone? "ah mei...you are so clever lorrrr....i ask u to get 6 set but you got me 7 sets...then i take the most cheap one la..." have you paid?" i stopped a lil while...
" yess.. i paid. "
i said so because i wanted to sell it with a higher price for my FRIEND'S SAKE. not for myself.
i don't get paid for anything !
well ..
i guess it's my first time to be involved in ....umm... trading..
baaaad. sure fail. haha!




the words is heartbreaking. 

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